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Ahad, 1 Ogos 2010, Post Numbuh 125!
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Waaaahhhhhhhhh!!! So crazy eh! Lama sudah aku inda update blog ku yang sudah menjadi labah-labah punya sarang! Alrighty.............(I have no idea)

I quit blogging over here.

Jumaat, 11 Jun 2010, Post Numbuh 124!
blogged at :6:41 PTG

WOW! i haven't update my blog for a very VERRRYYY looonnnggg time! my blog probably had those spider webs all over. anyway, imma often talk in malay for this post. ngalih bh ku kn pki bahasa inggis ani.

okay..i have this interesting story to share with you guys. anu bah..apa ni..a few days ago kn..aku ada mimpi. i cant say if it's a bad dream or not. kk let's start.

masa ari atu aku ani blik dri sesuatu tmpt. inda ku ingat lah dri mana tpi yg penting aku ani blik lah. LOL. kli sudah ku smpi d lumut, aku liat kanan kiri, laut gnya bh. i was like WATEFFFFFFFFFF--!!! when i look through the window, aku tnya mama ku "ma, mana rumah tani? _('-')_"

mama ku ani diam2 sja..kira ya tau sudah bh apa yg kn terjadi. skali nya ya branti d siring jalan..aku kluar dri keta pastu ku liat lah sekeliling. all i see is ocean, perkampungan lumut sudah ditenggelami uleh OCEAN! D: *bisik damit2* Ocean Party~~~~ lulz. pastu ku liat d sbalah kiri ku. bnyk urg b kumpul arh bay. "hmm, masa bila lagi lumut ani ada bay??" so..im like "okay, whatever. (:"

jadi aku aga lah arh bay atu kn. caya? ku pkir kn ada kapal kn rescue kami ka..apa kaa..kli apa nah =_=; urg2 d sna was fascinated by the hurricane arh nun jauh d sana aa. ku hampiri one of them and he trus2 tunjuk arh ONE OF THE HURRICANES. speechless. aku pn speechless jua lah kn.

i know im speechless tpi nasib baik jua ku sadar at the same time. skli nya, inda tantu pasal..d blakang ku ani..ada pasir wh. and you know what? we are at the shores tia plng! but im like ".....O_O;; okay, bukan nya jalan raya tadi ni kn? --- let's 'whatever' again.." aku blari selamat kn diri, tidak menghirau kn arh urg yg mliat tornado atu. klu ku bawa drg lari, aku tau drg inda kn sadar tu. they are like ZOMBIFIED, you know! D: mbahijap!

suasana masa atu was very very windy and im almost blown away..rasa nya diri ku ani mcm keratas bh. skali ku liat d blakang ku..the "zombified" people like menyelamat kn diri jua..tpi inda panic wah. b jalan gnya drg atu. skali nya..inda tantu pasal lagi..i found a group of youth.

well, i join drg and one of them making friends with me. bini2 plng and i barely remember her face.........all of them are friendly and we had party O_O; masa ari atu..cuaca mendung arh tmpt lautan and is still windy but not very, mcm tdi atu >.>; skali bru ku realise that all of the guys are cute O.O;;; and they seem to like my friend ani ): (yg bini2 atu) dan lagi skali "ahh well......whatever. mun smpi skarang ani..smpi ada 10+ taufan pn aku nada b boyfriend, mana sja lah kau destiny..mana saja lah kau.....*kluar kn highlighter*" and other yg pling ganjil kn..ku liat smua urg like b santai2..ada yg b jamur tia lagi and other activities yg patut d buat d pantai laa.

bh sudah party abis. my friend ani..yg bini2 atu..marah2 and melarikan diri trus. pastu..idk why aku trus2 rasa kn buka tudung that time. HAHAHA inda mengana wh. tpi i did asked her why ia marah2 tpi ya mcm ignore aku :/ anyway, let's ignore her. i dont like her anyway, ya atu mcm whore bh! D:< she's was whoring with the boys like "hey, let's have sex!" =___=; *is jealous yg bnr nya* HAHAHAHA..pastu2..aku aga lh trus the boys yg ia urat2 tdi atu. kli kn..masa ku turun tangga ani..all of them were like "(*Q*). . . .especially yg sorang ani lah, he is tinggi than all of the boys, he has a very stylish hair..his face, aku inda brapa ingat" let's call him laki2 10 taufan i think i've seen him somewhere in my other dream..hmm..the guy yg main arh ayun2 atu. glaring at me mcm aku ani b salah.

yg paling paling ku ingat. he was wearing my favourite kind of t shirt. baju yg petak2 atu..baju yg peymes masa ani atu~~ baju yg.....texas-ish? red and blue~

bh bh..pastu2 sudah ku smpi arh tmpt drg atu kn. laki2 10 taufan ani sabut nama ku dengan suara nya yg sedih like macam ya kn pujuk aku. aku macam "O_o;; haaa? *tpi dalam hati...YES YES YES!!!! he has the most sexiest voice i have ever heard*" xDDD....*act inda tau dpn kawan2 nya* "hmm, napa ya atu?" kli drg senyum2 sja..kira inda pyh kn d ckp kn lagi lah. then aku tnya lah arh drg lagi "btw, napa kawan ku mcm "kicked out from the club"?"..kli drg ckp "hmm..ya yg mau sndri"..pastu aku diam2 trus..masa ku diam2 atu aku smpt g mliat arh laki2 10 taufan ani..well, all i see is his back sja. aku kn aga..tpi aku inda tau knapa i why i shouldnt aga ia bh..klu malu..mcm bukan jua. idk lah.

so mikir2 kn pasal ia..i stood up and decided to take a tour in the shores. kn mliat if there are some hurricanes ada lagi. they looked at me as if im going to kick all their butts.

masa ku b jln2 atu kn..aku t nmpk hurricane lagi. kli aku panic and tunjuk2 arh hurricane "save yourselves! hurricane's coming!"..ku liat smua urg b tapuk arh gua tpi gua ani untuk specific people sja and they have this specific stone for the specific cave....."i'll be dead" but fortunately i found an open cave :D jadi aku trus2 masuk and the door of the cave tutup tarus O_O everything was dark but luckily i have a company but she duduk diam2 sja d sna ._. aku pn duduk diam2..my mind keep running about the hurricane and realised that the cave only can hold two people. while duduk diam2 in the dark, ada bini2 terrifiedly knocking on the door d luar. so aku open lah the door. rupa2 nya bini2 ani yg pnya cave. yes, i know there are three people in the cave now.

ingat masih specific stone for specific cave atu? so if sudah ada dua urg dlm cave atu..kn pintu b tutup tarus kn? so if the other person ada hold the stone..the pintu wont be open unless urg d dlm buka pintu atu. let's just say..im very lucky walaupun aku nada stone atu.

bini2 atu exhausted brabis and wet. "sori aku ambil tmpt mu..aku nada stone mcm kmu atu..sori k?".."oo, it's ok" seolah-olah ya paham lah prasan ku atu. pastu ya bgi this box. kata nya.."nah, ambil ani" sudah ku buka box atu kn..it contains a stone. *ckp dlm hati* "so she's somekind of a stoneholder!?" well, i got the a pink stone and aku mcm ".....pink? ah well, whateber again~"..she said "keep it"..

sudah ku simpan the stone atu kn..ada tia 3 jejaka ani kn drive arh tmpt that bini2 atu (the whore) >_>; and i think the girl yg ngan aku d cave atu kn..ikut drg wh. aku pn ikut jua lah, pasal ada laki2 10 taufan atu. HAHA.

we went to a black car and laki2 10 taufan atu jadi driver :3 that time was night already...skajap bh jadi malam. suasana masa atu was very very windy and i didnt get to flew away like mcm tdi atu.

kli kmi ani smpi arh a really big house and found out it was hers. sudah smpi, one of the guys ani kn b runding skajap ngan drg and found out...again. yg one of the guys ani boyfriend nya....kli aku mcm..."ahhhh...no wonder".

pastu bini2 yg trus2 ikut atu kn kluar dri keta (let's call her B) & aku pn ikut jua lah kn..rasa jua kn mliat mcm mna d dlm rumah nya ani. sudah masuk..i hear an unpleasent music everywhere and we need to stop the music and the most weirdest thing is nada furniture, just plain white walls and floors. kli c B ckp "we need to stop this music and find her! -- TU NH YA!" ..like aku mcm "eyooo..ckp urg putih lagi tuu.. ;D"

we started running around..finding her..naik tangga..turun tangga..tangga sana..tangga sini. yg pling penting bnyk tangga lah yg kmi naik dan turun. mati kli rumah nya ani. mun kn k jmbn mcm mna tu ah? menitik kli sudah eh. HAHA. skali nya sudah kmi arh dead end atu kn..i think we heard a laughter of her. i think ya ckp "you will never find me! MUAHAHAHAHA!!" gila barijap bnr..rasa nya kmi arh rumah hantu..skali kmi liat d sekeliling kami..it is the room where we started before! okay..that's insane! then we decided to go out and the guys are still waiting in the car. then tani cabut lari..sudah tani berjaya get out of her place..kami jmpa restaurant..bla bla bla..cina.....kadai workshop.

k bh abis. aku t bangun. haha..bh babaii~

bh ada wording ku salah biar tia ya salah. malas ku kn check blik. haha..

Isnin, 22 Mac 2010, Post Numbuh 123!
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salam....whoa~ it has been ages! D: hmmm..what do i want to talk about today. i've lots of things to type in. if you really want to read this post till the end, i'll be considering you as my stalker O:

lezzzeeeeee.....i've rarely showed up here since i got myself a twitter account. twitter is like my other blog. i am a tweet whore. oh nononono! im not telling that i AM a whore. i meant im just addicted to tweeting. anyways, if you have twitter, i dont mind if you want to follow me, mine's HasPunyaTwetter.

before the school holiday starts. i have this hyperness coming back to me..i've finished my homework with no stress popping up O: yeah, i was surprised & i hope this "mood" isnt going to fade away :) because tonight im planning to do something :)

for the next perenggan (apa kah nama nya in english, aku pun inda tau haha). well, i have this little problem got in my way and it annoyed me...very much. there is this guy..kind of....stalking me because a "friend" (i cant decide if he's a friend or not) of which we havent talked for a long time. let's just call this stalker guy person A and this "friend" person B. as you know, i was hanging out with person B and with coincidence, person A was in front of us. we were talking about games for the whole period of the conversation and when person A's girlfriend wanted to go back to her classroom, i know he was supposed to company her along the way but he didnt want to. so i was like.."okaaayyy, i have weird feeling for this guy :/". so after his girlfriend went, i saw he adjusted himself a little closer to us which i think it was obvious he was going to stalk us. i mean, we were only talking about games! not about personal life and other stuff like that. i felt really weird going on until the lunch period ends. so the next time, person B went to me and we talked. person A saw us, he zoom to us. i immediately slutted myself. oh noooo~~ not that slut. i meant, slut..not in a bad word. i know im good at body language...he seriously...obviously stalked us. well, what we were talking about was only about games!! likee..duh!!! i think..maybe because i said "inda ku tahan nafsu ku" the other day that made him stalked us. i wasnt saying that "nafsu" in a SEX way. maksud ku atu..aku inda tahan nafsu kan main game..LIKE HELLLOOOO????? NAFSU ADA BANYAK CATEGORY!! PASS KAH INDA TASAUF MU ANI?? when i think of several times....and yes, he was indeed stalking us. wanna how i know? i asked his girlfriend's classmate about them and the one im asking to was a girl. she said she also doesnt like her (person A's girlfriend) and so as him. the way she was explaining to me, i know she meant that guy is a stalker. she said "not only me. our other classmate too"...i THINK she also said that he likes flirting other girls *sighs* that's the gist for this perenggan.

now for the next one. lately, my friends suggested me to play guitar because im interested to play, so i tried :D and i play like fuck x) i bought an acoustic for $78. the model is vintage. i dont know what to name it and i never planned to. HAHA! i just wasted my time for my last text. hmmm..i just hope im good at playing guitar one day because once im interested in a thing, i OFTEN get bored with it :B i have problem in plucking the strings plus..im such a FUCK at strumming like GAWD! why is it so hard!? LOL. aku ani pemental so dont ask furthermore.

awwright! im gonna stop till here. goodbye! :D

Khamis, 25 Februari 2010, Post Numbuh 122!
blogged at :9:06 PTG

salam. i cant say im NIM. cant say im content..antah laa..tpi yg penting aku ngalih ni to the max. anyways, lama sudah aku inda update blog ku. sooo..baik th ku start bacarita.

*removes his name* well....first of all. i just broke up with him. ya yg mau but i didnt want to. we were only being together for 18 days and it was almost masuk 19. after we broke up. i just realised he's not mature enough to be in a relationship sal nya ya ani inda pndi paham prasan bini2. gawd! this is my 4th time aku kna buat mcm ani! when will i get urg yg bleh paham prasan ku ani kn? YEAH, I KNOW I HAVE THIS BOYISH CONDUCT tpi when it comes to love, you F.freaks inda tau that i can be a great person in your life. klu k buringan atu, gto awal2..ani d "makan2" nya aku..aku ani plng yg sja "b kraja" dlm relationship atu. BOIE you people. antah eh! sudah sudah sudah~~! sasak ku sudah ni..if i keep looking ni krg..i know it'll be the same story.

and at the same time...not really laa..kawan ku ani pn bru putus th jua. i think a few days later kli. we decided to be together for a week....did it just for fun. buang tabiat.

k bla bla bla..aku mau ckp pasal hal kmarin lagi. hehe. aku, friends sma the others went to gadong to watch ceta antu :D tajuk nya Niyang Rapik. was planning to watch pukul 8 tpi since ticket yg booked atu..hangus after 7. kmi inda tia smpt nahh..pksa tia liat pkul 11:30..haha..atu bnr..tpi siok lah! malam2 jumat + tangah2 malam kmi mliat ceta atu! :D klu aku pasal ceta2 antu ani..ya th paling th ku suka ni....i love to know everything that relates to paranormal..everything that is not earthly.

HO YES! masa kmarin...kawan ku t jmpa c Rafee & they are annoyed with him. aku inda plng nmpk ya pasal aku sibuk2 KAN order makanan arh counter KFC tpi inda kna layan. hahahaha xD mcm si banar bh ku b diri atu. bh bh sambung ceta pasal c Rafee ani...bnr nya..yg planning to watch wayang ani..c Rafee bh..kli sudah in the last minute atu. he hangs with his cousin..like kmi sudah booked for tickets & sudah kawan ku call ya ani..he said ia inda dpt pasal ya kluar sma cousin nya. and we were like "whaaatt!!??, apa niii..sndiri yg planning, sndiri inda ikut!" mcm atu lah expressi kmi. aku pn ada jua lah annoyed jua arh ya. ya th ku mudah inda suka tu mun urg mcm atu tuu..sudah b jmpa atu..c Rafee ani acted like ya ani inda b salah..apa lagi~ kawan ku ani sasak laa~~ tpi sudah b brapa secs atu..he went off. antah mna kh ya lari..aku pn inda tau. aku masa ari atu sibuk2 diri arh counter, you know~

sudah makan d kfc..kmi k arcade..hehe..cuci mata xDDD drg kn b karaoke. aku kn main DDR tpi nada dgn xD so to relief a little stress..aku b karaoke lah sja....sma drg c mimit..hahaha..suara ku sumbang..wahahahhaha!! tpi...layak lah masuk akademi fantasia..wawawawa @w@ prasan bnr.

sudah d arcade..kmi tunggu2 for the movie to start. masa tunggu2 atu..kmi b ceta..sorang2 jua menguap. hahaha 11 30 kaliaa..bulih! bnyk kadai tutup..pastu kmi tunggu d tmpt wayang atu. hehe..cuci mata ku lagi xDDD cuci mata atu..cuci mata plng..tpi ada jua rasa nya malas kn "wash eyes" -- OH YESH!! bru th ku t ingat. aku ada t nmpk miss lisa ngan rakan sekerja nya.

hmm..bh atu th sja..ngalih bh katik2 keyboard ani..

Khamis, 18 Februari 2010, Post Numbuh 121!
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Salam. whaaaaaa~~ lama sudah inda update aku pnya blog ani. bhapa sja kn aku slama ani..lol. obviously, bnyk plng ku kn ceta kn ni..tpi liat lh mood ku.

so first of all. aku ada bli DDR punya mat dua buting and it costs $18 each. + the game. lol. iski sudah bh..apa bleh buat. sudah smpi d rumah..b lari ku masuk k dalam..pasang DDR apa itu ini..pastu lumpat2 th ku menari tu..haha mcm urg gila smpi b paloh. kli inda sadar2 atu..smpi pkul 8 kh 9 tu ku abis main..haha..kengalihan sudah bh. kli inda batah atu..sdg2 tia ku kn main DDR ah..ilang duit. sayang~~ =_=;

let's see..what next? hmmm..OH IYA!!!! bru saya ingat!! ada bh urg ani..i dont if she did it on purpose or what..but just go here! aku ada check2 wh ya punya 2nd facebook ani..& i found out..ia baru buat..and i was like..WHAAATTT!!?? is she really did it on purpose or wut? mcm ikut2an ada jua..well, facebook ku atu..lama plng sudah tu nma nya..dri taun lapas sudah. oh well..whatever laa..malas th ku kn pkir kn..:/

buat2 masa ani..aku menunggu kawan ku ambil aku & also waiting for my makanan..haha..family ku d belait masa ani..makan2 d sna..aku inda ikut..& kawan2 ku bawa aku hang out k bandar..kn liat wayang lagi..i dont know what movie we're going to watch..tpi aku somewhat excited to go la..

bla bla bla..oh yeah~ masa ani aku b webcam sorang2 d bilik mama ku xDD nada pa2 kn d buat wh..kn makan inda ku mau..haha..sja..mcm nada life sul nya..

k bh singan sini th sja dulu..ciao~
Salam.

Khamis, 11 Februari 2010, Post Numbuh 120!
blogged at :9:19 PTG

Salam and how's it going peeps? I don't wanna talk much about my life's going so far. Not because lazy to talk about it. I'm just tired.

my current mood is somewhat sad and happy. neutral laa d kata kan and aku jrg kn rasa prasan mcm2 ani. taun ani..aku inda tau apa yg ku mau sbnr nya..either i get jealous arh urg...bukan jua. maybe im in search for happiness..mcm ada sudah. cuba ku pkir kn..apa yg ku mau kn sibanar nya?????

oh yeah, im not single anymore. sudah ku ngan ya atu, feels like my life inda brubah..rasa nya, mcm besa sja...or is it me or aku ani mcm kna ignored? antah..wuteva laa..

*sighs*

bh singan sini th sja. my excitement getting lesser than it should be..

Selasa, 12 Januari 2010, Post Numbuh 119!
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omgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!! =_= what a day! i am really.....i mean...REALLYY being distracted! and that's my huge weakness. seriously, when it comes, i cant stop thinking about it. like "ugh!"..i know, i like this feelings somehow but not right now! i really cant handle it.

i have given my email ID to the guy i am attracted to. gawd! i gave it when i was doing research. bad timing to me. you dont know how much the work's important to me...TO FINISH! gawd!

ok ima stop here. he's a funny guy, i kind of like him..idk. ciao.