Rabu, 9 September 2009, Post Numbuh 87! Here goes EMO!
blogged at :4:21 PG
Salam. *Sits in the corner* :/...I seriously getting to lost something very very
very precious this year, it's deteriorating. And now, I'm just gonna start a new thing. When I flashback about myself, I don't think it works for me anymore. It's like I just don't have the ability to do it again.
People change, believe it. I'm just gonna change myself due to age and maybe someday I'll get back to it again, maybe. If people didn't enjoy
it anymore. I will
automatically get back to the old one. To the real old one.
But deep down in my heart, I still am myself.
Sooo..I think I'm just gonna stay ":|" for the whole year or till never. I neither don't like living like this and making a new one. But have to. It's life.
The major things I want to change; 1) the way I speak. I realised it that I don't like talking really fast because people often go
bangang =_=; and 2) the way I behave too. Hmm..this is like I'm switching those to "default" ): to not so "high", not so "low" but neutral.....
......Oh yes! Maybe I'm changing myself more into a chilly person! :D Like if there's something happens, I won't get too emotional or to ignorant..maybe? But we'll see. K let's do this! Let's norm this new life! WOOOO!!
"Wish me luck"