Ahad, 11 Oktober 2009, Post Numbuh 102!
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I feel..really normal today. It's not normal, normal. I mean, it's weird for me to think that's really - really normal. But anyways, I don't wanna think about it, I won't gonna recognise why about it anyway.
Right now, I wanna say this spontaneously to a loyal peep, Hoshii because I still haven't start the story yet ^^; I am not sure about the opening. That's why. I will force myself to start it tonight because I just knew that I still have free time till the 15th Oct.
Today, I was suppose to be active but these curtains are still down. I honestly woke up at 8:30 am or something. Take shower and went back to bed :P how lazy is that? & then woke up by 2 pm. bla bla bla..watched TV till 5, I guess? You know, I was planning to buy some snacks today............but I didn't managed to force my feet to cycle :P sucks isn't it? Janji melayu jua banar eh.
And yesterday, at school. We got scolded by a teacher. He was worried that we won't gonna be able to do great in the performance on the 15th ): and I was also a little bit of shocked because we are the only one who will be performed.....IN FRONT OF THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE! Well, That is what I heard, lol. I don't think there are "thousands". Isn't it supposed to be "hundred". I heard a few from friends and teachers the hall isn't that big. So logically, there will be no "thousand". I still hoping for the "hundred", though (:
Talking of numbers. From right now, I've thought I don't want to build a lot of confident on something that I haven't
tried yet and also something what I am trying. When I recap on my pasts. I've found the reason why I failed on chances that's easy or even really easy to have; I ignored some, because I know that I'll get in no time. This makes me build the over-confident. You know, I truly hate when a lot people saying that some activity is easy but I always think it's not. It's making me feel really weird. That I am out of the category. Well, this paragraph making me a real emo. So I'm just gonna stop till now.
See ya next time~